Seeing hard things changes a person. You could probably ask anyone. I can't unsee the brokeness and pain of this last week. I won't forget the stories. As much as I want a real shower, I can't just go back to first world problems, the third world ones stay with you. The third world problems WILL stay with me because I'm going to one next week. But aside from that, you come home from a mission, and you have to grapple with the change in perspective. It takes time and patience to adjust all the worlds. :)
I miss the babes and my awesome team...but I need a shower fo realz.